Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,always trusts, always hopes,always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Lately, I detest missing school. Cause I'll miss so much and it'll take at least a day to absorbed what I missed. It's like you not eating for a day, then you'd feel empty then the next day, you have to eat double to fill up your tummy with what you missed yesterday.
Throat hurts. I'm not going to complain anymore. Mark my words. :)
Hey You. You never fail to put a smile on my face, or to surprise me with your actions and reactions. You're simply unpredictable like you always are. Je T'aime. :)
Little brother is watching Family Guy right now using the other computer. Why does the generation keeps getting worse? It's already terrible they created TVs' and technology which makes people extra lazy, and getting expose to procrastinating. Now, they created 18 above cartoons.
I love cartoons. They take out the childhood in me. But seriously, cartoons with overload of sensored scenes and the usage of very colourful words? Sure they're all funny and stuff, but they're really affecting the whole growing up thing for kids. Cartoons were once harmless and were also funny. Till everything got corrupted. *makes faces*
I know I'm the most greatest friend you have for not going for the last outing we had for you. Kareoke, bowling and dining over pizzas' wasn't really what my parents allowed when I screwed up my past week. You should know why. :) So, I don't think I'll ever see you again till, I see you. Which kinda sucks cause I'm already missing your presence in school.
Feeling blue already, from missing you, oh just flamingo you; I hope that tomorrow would be a day you've been preparing for. Heartaches from missing things you cannot get from Hong Kong like, your wife. *coughs* Just don't marry some other person in facebook. ;) Hongkis'. I know some of them could be your next close friends, if you try and social around. :)
So here I am, typing this; saying thoughts which I didn't write on your t-shirt, or the letter in the book. Wishing you all the best for what is ahead for you tomorrow. I don't know whether you're excited, or you can't wait for it, but I know that every single person who starts a new chapter in their lifes are quite nervous for what awaits them. Just so you know, I'm all ears if you wanna complain about the public transports in Hong Kong, or how different the things are there. Just find me in facebook, cause the last time I rechecked, there's no time difference in Hong Kong. :)
Love always. Remember about the hot Hongkis. (HAHA.) :D
I'll be MIA-ing for a few days or so to study from now on. So, no everyday post thing till PMR's over or when I finish my day studying. (See how exams gets the best out of you?)
I think Trigonometry is interesting. Mathematics is my next favorite subject besides Literature and art. :) I've decided to be more neater in terms of doing work. I already got an organizer to make my life easier, and now; fixing messy handwritings.
You know the first thing I saw when I entered class and sat down on my table? Whoever perserveres will be crowned. For the past few weeks, somebody changes the proverb colomn in the class. And today, I simply clicked with it. Just like last week's; Action is better than reaction. Maybe it will click with you too. Just a thought. :)
I'm off now. My semi-vegetaranism diet was working pretty well till my mom cooked nothing except lamb chop today. Now, meat just tastes weird.
Not to be served but to serve;
He gave His life, so we might live.
I get struck every single time I read this part of the lyrics of a song. I sing it out; I shout it out, I still get amazed with it.
Sometimes when I look back on how I live my every day life, I'm quite ashamed with what I do. I'm not putting God as the center of attention. I don't live a healthy christian life. I try to, before I go to sleep everyday, I say a silent prayer so I can live tomorrow even better than today. But I just tend to forget and strive to my own doings when I wake up the next morning.
Just try again Bue. Don't give up, for He is always there for you. Resist temptation and walk away from sin.
I wait. Patiently, every single time. Everything keeps repeating. And now, it feels like I'm waiting for a drop of rain in the desert.
People in the desert hopes for rain to come. It'll ease the humidity that they're facing each day. And they don't have to go far to get some water. But you see, they'll keep hoping it'll come. And you know, raining in the desert does happen some time. They'll wait for it to come, and they eventually get what they hoped for.
Patience is a virtue. :)
I'm still waiting, you know. For the rain to come in my very desert. It seems impossible, but everything is Possible.
Love.
Oh and p/s, why did the people change the Hi-5 casts? D:
is what I'm enjoying now. Oh, seee-weee-eeeet serenity.
I had eight hours of sleep today. More than eight. For the past few weeks I've been lacking of sleep till the eyebags and panda eyes came. Nightmares haunts me at night; I try to avoid them the best that I can. Whether it consists of reading, drawing, writing; I tried almost everything to avoid sleeping nicely. Outcome of that? My brain worked at nights causing me to get those dreams again.
Have you watched the new episodes of Spongebob?
I haven't. *dramatic expressions, getting expressed*
Promised mommy that I'll study today. Reminder Bue; you have tuition tonight too!
I like writing Science reports. Everything is in detailed and it's always align. First, the activity; then the aim, next apparatus and materials; then procedure, results, discussion; and lastly, conclusion. I guess I've gotten familiar with the alignment of the report. And once you stay too comfortable in some places; it'll be tough if you had to give up that place, you know. Just like a seat in a concert hall or something. Everything is free seating and you, got one of the best seats; but you have to go to the loo and eventually get up from your seat at some point. Then to your disappointment, the seat you just sat on has already been taken.
Now, I just went to the loo, got the best seats; and I'm staying comfortable on this very chair. Nobody else can take the seat I'm taking now. Can it?
Life is a maze and everything seems unclear. What's gonna happen in an hour's time? My future looks cloudy. Like the haze and clouds which blocked the solar eclipse yesterday here in Malaysia.
I try to act brave and courageous. But really; I am only a coward if God didn't enter the scenario. I'd be scared to the very core of my body.
"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11
Trials are up; the actual date is drawing nearer. What am I going to say about that?
Updates for the last few days.
1. Homework.
2. School Work.
3. Trials are on the 17th of August.
4. The ex-wife stopped school yesterday.
5. I miss the ex-wife.
6. So lonely without anybody sitting on my left anymore since the ex-wife stopped school.
7. The ex-wife got an awesome new hairstyle. :DDDD
8. Going for Volleyball tonight.
9. I'm going off now.
tired. I know that's not an excuse not to study tonight, or not to finish up my home work today.
I changed the Leo Blog again. But I still haven't added the newsletter. So go to http://leosmka.blogspot.com to see it. :)
Mommy and Daddy disapprove extra activities for me. That means that I might not be able to join the choir for my church with the 50th Anniversary performance or, yea. I'm tired. Can you tell?
I'll go have my shower, finish up my work. And hopefully daddy would let me go at eight.
was quite fun overall. The performances were good.. some of them at least. I couldn't really catch anything due to inconsiderate people in the hall.
I got a tumblr account. After going through Huey Nin's blog, I decided to create an account too. *smiles* http://chantlumiere.tumblr.com/ Clicky there.
I'll go update this post soon. My tummy's still rumbling.
I missed the most awesome Harry Potter movie yesterday. Go here to read the proof.
For art today we continued our batik work. I finished mine with Geraldine, so we went around helping people paint colourful colours on waxed white cloths.
I had this paranoia during Science. I kept playing with a scar I got from a fall on my chin, and it didn't get stitched back together cause it got, glued back together. It felt like it was going to coming out anytime. My scar I mean. And to me, scars are signs, to remind you what happened when you got it. It's meant to stay put, cause it's a scar and it'll never come back alive again.
that I could separate my thoughts like the filtration method or something.
Had a nice hour and a half bonding with Priscilla in the class. I'm pretty amazed to hear something I never thought of hearing from her mouth. Eagle. *hint hint* ;) It's pretty surprising to spend time with people, talking about the most embarrassing thing, or sharing fears and troubles with someone who has the same birthday as you. Thoughts and fears, went away bit by bit. When it gets shared and soon, when it gets lesser; you never know why it even existed in the first place. It's pretty much awesome to know that someone's always behind you to catch you when you fall. Thank you.
Anyway, sewing for home science turned out to be quite fun. *smiles*
Stitching takes time, effort and energy. Then I think about what I do; every single day. Not having enough patient to tolerate things that I face. I'm scared to face the future. I'm scared to know what happens next. But truly; I don't want to spend the whole of my life feeling scared of your huge ego and your blabbering mouth with the stare of a witch.
is my favorite subject now. I like counting. I like writing down equations. I like the thought that Mathematic always have a way to get the answer. It helps me work my brain more; and due to that, my mental maths is getting truckloads better. :)
I tried. I ran; I jumped; I shouted; I played; I cried; I tried. Somehow trying never felt this hard before.
During Maths tuition today I pondered on thoughts after finishing up my paper. Thoughts which I never thought that it will come back. Thoughts which I forgot once apon a time.
Before starting the class everybody commented on the quietness today. One or two were absent, so you should know why the class was quiet. ;) Everything and everybody makes a different. The change in the atmosphere and our surrounding; we are able to make it different. Live if differently rather.
Everybody makes a difference. And maybe, you turning semi vegetarian will also make a difference to the animals which get killed every single day to stock up the wet market when your moms or dads go out to get the groceries.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,always trusts, always hopes,always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Lately, I detest missing school. Cause I'll miss so much and it'll take at least a day to absorbed what I missed. It's like you not eating for a day, then you'd feel empty then the next day, you have to eat double to fill up your tummy with what you missed yesterday.
Throat hurts. I'm not going to complain anymore. Mark my words. :)
Hey You. You never fail to put a smile on my face, or to surprise me with your actions and reactions. You're simply unpredictable like you always are. Je T'aime. :)
Little brother is watching Family Guy right now using the other computer. Why does the generation keeps getting worse? It's already terrible they created TVs' and technology which makes people extra lazy, and getting expose to procrastinating. Now, they created 18 above cartoons.
I love cartoons. They take out the childhood in me. But seriously, cartoons with overload of sensored scenes and the usage of very colourful words? Sure they're all funny and stuff, but they're really affecting the whole growing up thing for kids. Cartoons were once harmless and were also funny. Till everything got corrupted. *makes faces*
I know I'm the most greatest friend you have for not going for the last outing we had for you. Kareoke, bowling and dining over pizzas' wasn't really what my parents allowed when I screwed up my past week. You should know why. :) So, I don't think I'll ever see you again till, I see you. Which kinda sucks cause I'm already missing your presence in school.
Feeling blue already, from missing you, oh just flamingo you; I hope that tomorrow would be a day you've been preparing for. Heartaches from missing things you cannot get from Hong Kong like, your wife. *coughs* Just don't marry some other person in facebook. ;) Hongkis'. I know some of them could be your next close friends, if you try and social around. :)
So here I am, typing this; saying thoughts which I didn't write on your t-shirt, or the letter in the book. Wishing you all the best for what is ahead for you tomorrow. I don't know whether you're excited, or you can't wait for it, but I know that every single person who starts a new chapter in their lifes are quite nervous for what awaits them. Just so you know, I'm all ears if you wanna complain about the public transports in Hong Kong, or how different the things are there. Just find me in facebook, cause the last time I rechecked, there's no time difference in Hong Kong. :)
Love always. Remember about the hot Hongkis. (HAHA.) :D
I'll be MIA-ing for a few days or so to study from now on. So, no everyday post thing till PMR's over or when I finish my day studying. (See how exams gets the best out of you?)
I think Trigonometry is interesting. Mathematics is my next favorite subject besides Literature and art. :) I've decided to be more neater in terms of doing work. I already got an organizer to make my life easier, and now; fixing messy handwritings.
You know the first thing I saw when I entered class and sat down on my table? Whoever perserveres will be crowned. For the past few weeks, somebody changes the proverb colomn in the class. And today, I simply clicked with it. Just like last week's; Action is better than reaction. Maybe it will click with you too. Just a thought. :)
I'm off now. My semi-vegetaranism diet was working pretty well till my mom cooked nothing except lamb chop today. Now, meat just tastes weird.
Not to be served but to serve;
He gave His life, so we might live.
I get struck every single time I read this part of the lyrics of a song. I sing it out; I shout it out, I still get amazed with it.
Sometimes when I look back on how I live my every day life, I'm quite ashamed with what I do. I'm not putting God as the center of attention. I don't live a healthy christian life. I try to, before I go to sleep everyday, I say a silent prayer so I can live tomorrow even better than today. But I just tend to forget and strive to my own doings when I wake up the next morning.
Just try again Bue. Don't give up, for He is always there for you. Resist temptation and walk away from sin.
I wait. Patiently, every single time. Everything keeps repeating. And now, it feels like I'm waiting for a drop of rain in the desert.
People in the desert hopes for rain to come. It'll ease the humidity that they're facing each day. And they don't have to go far to get some water. But you see, they'll keep hoping it'll come. And you know, raining in the desert does happen some time. They'll wait for it to come, and they eventually get what they hoped for.
Patience is a virtue. :)
I'm still waiting, you know. For the rain to come in my very desert. It seems impossible, but everything is Possible.
Love.
Oh and p/s, why did the people change the Hi-5 casts? D:
is what I'm enjoying now. Oh, seee-weee-eeeet serenity.
I had eight hours of sleep today. More than eight. For the past few weeks I've been lacking of sleep till the eyebags and panda eyes came. Nightmares haunts me at night; I try to avoid them the best that I can. Whether it consists of reading, drawing, writing; I tried almost everything to avoid sleeping nicely. Outcome of that? My brain worked at nights causing me to get those dreams again.
Have you watched the new episodes of Spongebob?
I haven't. *dramatic expressions, getting expressed*
Promised mommy that I'll study today. Reminder Bue; you have tuition tonight too!
I like writing Science reports. Everything is in detailed and it's always align. First, the activity; then the aim, next apparatus and materials; then procedure, results, discussion; and lastly, conclusion. I guess I've gotten familiar with the alignment of the report. And once you stay too comfortable in some places; it'll be tough if you had to give up that place, you know. Just like a seat in a concert hall or something. Everything is free seating and you, got one of the best seats; but you have to go to the loo and eventually get up from your seat at some point. Then to your disappointment, the seat you just sat on has already been taken.
Now, I just went to the loo, got the best seats; and I'm staying comfortable on this very chair. Nobody else can take the seat I'm taking now. Can it?
Life is a maze and everything seems unclear. What's gonna happen in an hour's time? My future looks cloudy. Like the haze and clouds which blocked the solar eclipse yesterday here in Malaysia.
I try to act brave and courageous. But really; I am only a coward if God didn't enter the scenario. I'd be scared to the very core of my body.
"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11
Trials are up; the actual date is drawing nearer. What am I going to say about that?
Updates for the last few days.
1. Homework.
2. School Work.
3. Trials are on the 17th of August.
4. The ex-wife stopped school yesterday.
5. I miss the ex-wife.
6. So lonely without anybody sitting on my left anymore since the ex-wife stopped school.
7. The ex-wife got an awesome new hairstyle. :DDDD
8. Going for Volleyball tonight.
9. I'm going off now.
tired. I know that's not an excuse not to study tonight, or not to finish up my home work today.
I changed the Leo Blog again. But I still haven't added the newsletter. So go to http://leosmka.blogspot.com to see it. :)
Mommy and Daddy disapprove extra activities for me. That means that I might not be able to join the choir for my church with the 50th Anniversary performance or, yea. I'm tired. Can you tell?
I'll go have my shower, finish up my work. And hopefully daddy would let me go at eight.
was quite fun overall. The performances were good.. some of them at least. I couldn't really catch anything due to inconsiderate people in the hall.
I got a tumblr account. After going through Huey Nin's blog, I decided to create an account too. *smiles* http://chantlumiere.tumblr.com/ Clicky there.
I'll go update this post soon. My tummy's still rumbling.
I missed the most awesome Harry Potter movie yesterday. Go here to read the proof.
For art today we continued our batik work. I finished mine with Geraldine, so we went around helping people paint colourful colours on waxed white cloths.
I had this paranoia during Science. I kept playing with a scar I got from a fall on my chin, and it didn't get stitched back together cause it got, glued back together. It felt like it was going to coming out anytime. My scar I mean. And to me, scars are signs, to remind you what happened when you got it. It's meant to stay put, cause it's a scar and it'll never come back alive again.
that I could separate my thoughts like the filtration method or something.
Had a nice hour and a half bonding with Priscilla in the class. I'm pretty amazed to hear something I never thought of hearing from her mouth. Eagle. *hint hint* ;) It's pretty surprising to spend time with people, talking about the most embarrassing thing, or sharing fears and troubles with someone who has the same birthday as you. Thoughts and fears, went away bit by bit. When it gets shared and soon, when it gets lesser; you never know why it even existed in the first place. It's pretty much awesome to know that someone's always behind you to catch you when you fall. Thank you.
Anyway, sewing for home science turned out to be quite fun. *smiles*
Stitching takes time, effort and energy. Then I think about what I do; every single day. Not having enough patient to tolerate things that I face. I'm scared to face the future. I'm scared to know what happens next. But truly; I don't want to spend the whole of my life feeling scared of your huge ego and your blabbering mouth with the stare of a witch.
is my favorite subject now. I like counting. I like writing down equations. I like the thought that Mathematic always have a way to get the answer. It helps me work my brain more; and due to that, my mental maths is getting truckloads better. :)
I tried. I ran; I jumped; I shouted; I played; I cried; I tried. Somehow trying never felt this hard before.
During Maths tuition today I pondered on thoughts after finishing up my paper. Thoughts which I never thought that it will come back. Thoughts which I forgot once apon a time.
Before starting the class everybody commented on the quietness today. One or two were absent, so you should know why the class was quiet. ;) Everything and everybody makes a different. The change in the atmosphere and our surrounding; we are able to make it different. Live if differently rather.
Everybody makes a difference. And maybe, you turning semi vegetarian will also make a difference to the animals which get killed every single day to stock up the wet market when your moms or dads go out to get the groceries.
The introverted extrovert girl. Ballet flats and sneakers. Dresses and jeans. Shorts and skirts. Bitter and sweet. Musicand lyrics. Simple and sweet. Arts and literature. Drawing and painting. Running and cheering. Track and field. Writing and reading. Flute and drums. Piano and guitar. Live and learn.Forgive and forget. Give and take. Me and You. You and me.Them and they. Us and we.
I try living on Matthew 10:39, "If your first concern is to look after yourself, you'll never find yourself. But if you forget about yourself and look to me, you'll find both yourself and me". I try living a healthy Christian life, depending fully on GOD. I try.
GOD is my utmost priority. I am a child of God. Just like how you are. Proverbs 3:5-6 states, "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." Don't worry about the future Bue. It's all been taken care of. :)
He even protects me wherever I go as it is written in Psalm 91:1 when He orders His angels to do so.
I like Psalm 27:1 for some reasons. "The LORD is my light and my salvation- whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life- of whom shall I be afraid?" optimisticPositive
Hi. I'm Bue. I can do everything a normal human being is able to do. I learn; I live; I love.
I have my own flaws but it's not for you to judge. I am who I am. Love me or hate me. Either one.
I like sitting on chairs with my legs folded above each other. Watching the world's action with my own eyes and pondering on thoughts are my regulars. Especially siting in a quiet empty place; relaxing.
To me, Agatha Christie's the best Mystery writer ever lived. Sorry Sherlock.
Music completes me with joy that I'd never imagine.
The complex fingerings on the flute captivates me. Hence, my wish list; a brand new flute.
Pressing the keys on the piano; smiling to myself when I hear the melodious music coming out from it. *smiles*
I would wanna try an orchestral string instrument one day. *hint, hint* Cello. :D Then a brass instrument next, followed by the percussion instrument.
Conga, conga. ;)
I like living my life the way I want it to be. But of course if that actually happens, it wouldn't really be a life now would it?
